THE
SCHOOL OF LOVE
The most startling moment in Mel Gibson’s film about the
Passion of Jesus was when the soldier pierced the side of Christ and, as we are
told in St John’s gospel, ‘immediately there came out blood and water’ (19.34).
I had always imagined it as a trickle and many artists represent it in that
way, but in the film it was a shower, bursting out to wash the faces of those
standing at the foot of the cross. It is the saving fountain spoken of in the
prophecy of Zechariah (13.1), what the liturgy refers to as ‘the fountain of
sacramental life in the Church’ (Preface of the Sacred Heart).
The early Dominicans were not afraid of the physical
aspects of the passion of Christ. The Order was founded at a time when devotion
to the passion was growing strongly. When they prayed their preferred icon or
focus was the crucifix. We see this, for example, in a set of illustrations
from the 14th century that show St Dominic at prayer before the
crucifix. Many of the frescoes of Fra Angelico at Florence show the blood of
Christ flowing from his side in great abundance and pouring down the trunk of
the cross to wash and water the earth.
St Catherine of Siena, whose feast we celebrate today,
also directed her prayer to Christ crucified and had much to say about the
power of his blood. In fact, she says, the ways in which we dispose ourselves
physically in relation to the crucifix express different moments or aspects in
our relationship with Christ.
We may kneel to kiss his feet, for example. This is the
attitude of the creature and sinner, bowing before her Creator and Lord, still
living somewhat in fear, anxious about punishment and loss.
Or we may stand to kiss his side, Catherine says. This is
the position of one who is growing in love for her Lord, standing now instead
of kneeling, kissing his breast rather than his feet, and therefore beginning
to enter into the ‘perfect love which casts out fear’ (1 John 4.18). But at
this point our love is still ‘interested’, she says, we tend to look to the
gifts Christ can give us and not yet simply at the giver of those gifts, Christ
himself.
The third stage or aspect is when we reach up to kiss the
lips of Christ. Now we can speak about the love of friendship, Catherine says.
She even speaks of a union with Christ and with all creation (what the Christian
tradition refers to as ‘mystical’ experience). We are no longer servants but
friends (John 15.15). We have grown to maturity in the Christian life. No
longer do we love God out of a kind of fear. No longer do we love God for what
he can do for us or for what he can give us. But we are brought to love God for
himself and this is what holiness means.
Catherine teaches us that the school in which we learn
these things is prayer, a prayer focused on the cross of Jesus and on the blood
flowing from his side. She writes that ‘we learn every virtue in constant and
faithful humble prayer’. We learn about ourselves when we pray. This is one of
the reasons why it is very difficult to persevere in prayer. It takes us into
what Catherine calls ‘the cell of self-knowledge’ and often we do not like what
we see there. But prayer is also the place where we meet God and learn how to
relate to God and become like God, loving as God has loved us.
St Thomas Aquinas, a century before Catherine, says similar
things. In a conference on the Creed he writes that ‘the passion of Christ is
sufficient in itself to instruct us completely in our whole life’.
These saints were not suggesting that the purpose of
Christian life was to find our way to some personal ‘peak experience’ which
would take us inside ourselves and away from others. The Dominicans soon took
as one of their mottos ‘to contemplate and to pass on to others the fruits of
contemplation’. Maturity in the Christian life brings with it a new sense of
responsibility for people and a new sensitivity to the sufferings and needs of
the world. Maturity in the Christian life – what St Paul calls ‘the measure of
the stature of the fullness of Christ’ (Ephesians 4.13) – means being compassionate
as our heavenly Father is compassionate (Luke 6.36).
Catherine of Siena is one of the greatest teachers of this
wisdom in the history of Christianity. This is why we honour her as a Doctor of
the Church.
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